Entries by derik

SATYA

This Axis YTT student gives an insightful interpretation of the yama satya (truthfulness) during the yama/niyama experiment. Students apply a chosen yama (restraint) or niyama (observance) to their lives to better understand their role in Yoga.

SATYA: INTRODUCTION

When the time came to choose a yama or niyama, I decided I would allow my choice to choose me.  I ended up in the satya or truthfulness group.  Initially, I thought this experiment would give me the opportunity to give my supervisor a piece of my mind.  However, the more I studied, the more […]

SATYA: DESIGN

Observation I feel irritated and frustrated at work and desire to feel more at ease during the workday. Hypothesis If I memorize the Gayatri Mantra and chant it for 15 minutes at the beginning of my day and at the end of my work day, then I will feel more at ease and less frustrated […]

SATYA: REFELCTIONS

MONDAY, SEPTEMBER 17, 2012 I feel like I have to lie to myself to keep from speaking my feelings. TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 18, 2012 If the Supreme Self who holds the Supreme Truth and resides in me has already mastered satya, why is it so difficult for me? WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 19, 2012 I avoided discussions that […]

SATYA: CONCLUSION

After conducting this experiment, I realize the amount of time, I waste at work talking about things that do not need discussion and the positive difference meditating on the Gayatri Mantra has made in my overall work day.  At times, when I became frustrated or irritated, I found myself repeating the words of the mantra […]

Accepting Self, Others and Life

The yama of Ahimsa can be practiced in many different ways. This Axis YTT student chose to practice “no harm” in the form of personal relationships. But as is not unusual, the journey brought insight into other areas of life as well.

Accepting Self, Others and Life: Analysis

I have struggled with anxiety for most of my life.  However, I did not realize it was such a problem until the last couple of years when insomnia started to take over my well being.  After a while, I made the connection that my insomnia was a product of my anxiety.  One of the reasons […]

Accepting Self, Others and Life: Hypothesis

For three weeks, I planned on not harming my relationships with family, friends, and co-workers because of how I believe they should act, work, talk, or behave.  The goal was to not internally or externally judge or criticize them for not being the person or doing the things that I believed they should be doing.  […]

Accepting Self, Others and Life: The Experiment I

The first day was challenging, yet eye opening.  Even waking up and doing only ten minutes of asana made me feel calm but excited and ready for the day.  I knew that I had a problem with my expectations for others, but as a high school teacher, I was not sure if these same judgments […]

Accepting Self, Others and Life: The Experiment II

I was amazed by the realizations that I was having.  I was relieving anxieties I did not know I had, patching relationships I did not know were strained.  When I began to have a negative or judgmental thought of someone else, I practiced my yogic breath and sometimes even chanted the Gayatri Mantra to help […]