Entries by derik

Be Gentle: Introduction

The moment we started to talk about the yama and niyama experiments I was filled with anxiety. Breaking in to groups felt like a life sentence. Which part of myself am I going to delve into and work with? I knew I was being asked to take a hard look at myself, and that is […]

Be Gentle: Observation

The first day of the experiment was one of my 11 hour work days. I work in a women’s health clinic which has me interacting with tons of people every day. I interact with many coworkers and patients in person and on the phone. I genuinely thought that I did not need to work on […]

Be Gentle: Ahimsa

After a few days of observation I formulated a little more of a rough experiment. I began with an observation; my most violent/harmful thoughts are directed towards myself. I want to live with more ahimsa. Then I formulated a hypothesis: when I practice sadhana 15 minutes a day and increase ahimsa towards others by catching […]

Be Gentle: Tapas

During all of this I started a month long cleanse. This was my niyama experiment with tapas. I have cut out soy, gluten, egg, night shades, dairy, peanuts, corn, potatoes, alcohol and sugar and I am only eating one solid meal a day. I am on day 19 and am feeling great. It has been […]

Be Gentle: Conclusion

The fruit of ahimsa and tapas will continue to unfold for me. This experiment has been a good starting point. There is a lot of work to do. I have not done sadhana every single day which is a problem, but it is also a problem to beat myself up over it. I think the […]

Study of the Yoga Sutras is Practical and Contemplative

Each Axis Yoga Teacher Training student writes a paper describing their experiment with a yama (restraint) and niyama (observance). Applying these yogic principles to their lives allows them to better understand their meaning. This student’s reflection on the Yoga Sutras resulted in practical application of aparigraha (non-hoarding) as well as new contemplation on Ishvara Pranidhana […]

Study of the Yoga Sutras: Yama Experiment

My home is filled with light, space and windows opening to the trees outside.  On the surface, there is not a lot of stuff, and you might even think my home is a bit empty.  But, in the spirit of satya, Sanskrit for truth, let me describe what is really going on beneath the surface […]

Study of the Yoga Sutras: Niyama Experiment

Addition of Niyama to Experiment A week or so into the yama Experiment, we were invited to begin another Experiment with one of the niyamas, the individual observances, outlined in Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras.  Ishvara Pranidhana is one of these niyamas and is often translated as surrender (or devotion) to Ishvara or God.   At a very […]

Study of the Yoga Sutras: Conclusion

Closing Thoughts It is sweet to have zero balances on my email accounts.  And, these two precepts, aparigraha and Ishvara Pranidhana, led me to reflect on the loftier concepts of reincarnation, the yogic path, and naturally, Ishvara or God.  Knowing my tendencies, there will be tension between dealing with day to day pressures and keeping […]